Taking a Look Inside

Bad Ass Hard Core Pizza Guy

There has been so many things that have happened these last few months..  my life has changed significantly, both good and bad.  I find myself looking at who I really am, and who I want to be.  I’m weird… I know…  but I like to post my old “about me” stuff into blog so that later I can look back and see how I handled myself through certain times of my life.
As of late, I find myself listless and demotivated from my usual impossible achievements, yet the fire inside is still there.  I’m not one to give up.. on anything.. but perhaps its time for me to take a new approach to obtaining inner peace and comfort.  I’ve been fighting the good fight, but there is nothing left to fight for if I just stop giving a shit…  I’m so burnt out with my life right now..  I need to get out of the 60 hours a week shit and start doing something that doesn’t demand so much of my focus and energy..

One day, some how…  some way…  I will make it through this.

Until then

I will be patient..

but I can’t fucking wait.


That’s right…  I’m the pizza man.

There is so much more to a person than MySpace..  I am very open with my thoughts and emotions in my blogs and bulletins, but I have depth that takes a special kind of person to illuminate.

People respond to my crazy Pizza Man antics.. and I’ll be the first to admit that I have A LOT of fun with it…  but it is not forever.  I have been working my ass off as The Pizza Man of Downtown for well over a year now, and I have been doing it on and off since I started college in 1999.  I’ve always been a “rock star” pizza man, and I always will be.  I’m just that good at it.

I’ve been looking into myself and what my life has become as a result of the decisions I’ve made and the paths that I’ve chosen, yet I realize that there is so much more to self discovery.  I’ve come to believe that life can be lived as an art form..  if you are capable of understanding its principles..  It’s a year long project that I began for myself, I call it “The Pizza Man Experiment”.

I work hard in everything I’ve ever done to feel like I’m a worthwhile component to humanity, I have my moments of “slack” and my “hiccups” of responsibility, but I strive to become a better person..  that is what the “The Pizza Man Experiment” is truly all about.

I like to keep a few fresh pictures of me and my crazy antics in the photo rotation and it makes my dick hard when a girl will actually take the time to read my blogs and post a comment.

I’m a huge fan of cats and animals in general… I like to show off my baby girls because they are all the pussy in life I need.  They love me back just as much…

When I’m not driving like a mad man “Pimpin’ the Pizza” I work Downtown in an office… where I stare at a computer screen all day for the coolest bunch of rich bastards I’ve ever met.  My Title often changes at my “day job” – Computer Tech – Network Administrator – IT Director – Web Developer – Office Bitch – Secretary – etc. but as of right now, I plan to remain a GIS Analyst for the next few years…  It would seem that I finally found a field that I can apply my skills in and finally get PAID.

I chose to live life to it’s fullest whenever reasonably possible… sometimes not to reasonable..
(-grin-)

I am spontaneous
I am open-minded.
I am fun loving.
I am real.
I am unique.
I am special.
I am a complete geek.
I am a total bad ass.

I am the Pizza Guy,

and I am Hard Core.

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