Alone
I’m better off that way
Anyone I’ve ever let get close has hurt me
And I feel this sick urge to get them back
I can’t always find gorgeous words to say
Why can’t I see
On the defensive; ready to attack
on my own; I know I’ll make it all the way
Am I so wrong to expect as much as I do?
Should I lower my standards and just except what she does
Should I sacrifice my hopes of the ultimate dream I call true love
She’s the closest I ever knew
Don’t dare think I left her just because
Am I blind to fate’s path
Why can’t I see
Do I search for her, or does she find me?
Is it you messing with my mind
or is my mind messing with me?
What is it that you feel
Somethings that are in you that are in me that I see
I intrigue you to no end
but that gives you, the intrued, the upper hand
I wait for the tide to wash ashore my pride
In the midst, untill then, in my uncertain doubt is where I’ll hide
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